Growing up with a secretly suicidal parent

Trigger warning: suicidal ideation, child abuse, fear. Here is a link to a "short" but triggering journal post I shared on "The Mighty" about how I felt, emotionally, the first time my mom told me she wanted to kill herself. Please let me know your thoughts. I welcome feedback. Thank you. https://themighty.com/content/5f21c51dd3676300df2f5d19/